a loss

My father-in-law died last night. Hubby and I were there, along with my mother in law. It was quiet and peaceful. And it was time. The cancer he had been battling since May of 2008 had finally made living difficult for him, so we can only be glad that he went quickly and quietly after the decision was made Friday night to only give him palliative care.

Even still, the loss is hard to bare. I've never before experienced the loss of a close family member. And it's tough.

I thought I'd have more to write; writing usually helps me cope with difficult emotions. But here I find myself at a loss for words. Maybe it's too soon.

Johnny Eugene Hammack
05/15/1941 - 06/05/2010